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Name: A
Gender: Female
Interests: DDR, anime, story writing, fanfiction writing, drawing/sketching, website making, The Sims (1 and 2), Harry Potter, Teen Titans, music, hanging with my friends (if that counts)... uhm.. I think that's about it.. for right now..
Expertise: Anime, Harry Potter, Teen Titans, Power Rangers uhm... yeah, just tv shows really, no real expertise..
Occupation: Website designer
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  AnglDmKd
MSN: AngelXWings
Yahoo:  AngelXWings5689
Member Since:
7/14/2004
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| Rush Rush Rush That's all my day consists of now. I leave my room I go to class I go to the library I go to a club At 9 I come back, tired and hungry And all I do is work on my computer. Rush Rush Rush That's all my day consists of now. | | |
| So, it's been a while hasn't it? what's been happening..?
Scholastic: I finished my first semester, half my grades are As and half are Bs. My January Term was finished with an A. I've got 4 new classes for spring semester: Culteral Interactions, Japanese 2, Studio Art- 2D, and Digital Cinema. Should be an interesting term.
Job: I got one, catering with the college. So far it's pretty good.
Love: Corey and I are officially broken up and I'm with someone new. As of December 26 I am with someone named Martin. He's awesome and makes me very happy.
Friends: Made a lot, lost a few. Some are silver others are gold. both are equally priceless to me.
Life in General: What life? I've booked it with school, job, love and friends. That is life for me. ^^
College life is still great. I don't miss people as much and am really settling down. It'll be interesting to see what happens in the summer when I have to go back to DP where I get trapped back in the box. Hopefully I can work enough hours to avoid that trapt feeling, but we'll see. I also plan to see Martin a bit, amongst other old and new friends. I plan so much, we'll see how much I can keep to that plan. 
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| So I'm in college now, it's quite fun. Just finished my second week. It's really different, especially since I'm living away from home. I'm pretty much your average college student. I moved away, live in a crappy dorm but made it home, wear the shoes in the shower, and miss home a good amount. I miss my friends, my family, my room, and my boyfriend. I think I miss him the most. I don't miss my family that I cry, I don't miss my friends that I get a hole in my chest. I don't miss my room that I curl up and try to distract myself. I miss him. I miss his touch, his hugs mostly. Every night I fall asleep to imagining his arms wrapped around me. and that makes me cry. I hug the teddy bear he gave me and I think of him a lot these days. At first it wasn't a lot, because he left 2 weeks earlier than I did, and yeah it hurt then, but I had a lot of distractions (i.e. my parents) but then the distractions became less and he's mostly what I think about these days.. and nights.. and mornings. We talk more often and I guess that's one of the problems, we talk so much it's like he's here, but at the same time, he's not. It gets to a point that I can't do anything except go to the beach and walk on the rocks. My mind is so preoccupied on not falling into the water or slipping on the rocks that I can't think of him, but then I find a spot to sit and rest and I go back to thinking of him. Class is like a sleepy god-send. I can't really think of him because I'm thinking of school work, so I'm quite grateful to class.
Then my period comes, and the hormones make the feelings go to extremes. I'm in a constant sadness right now, depressed misery, but when I see others, I'm a happy little elf! I smile and laugh and be the little child I always wanted to be, but then I'm on my own again and I'm back to being sad and depressed. It really does suck. So here's my dilema: How do I continue with life and be the happy little elf for everyone all the time and still be able to think of my boyfriend? No idea.
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| So what's up in my life these days? well, my puppy takes most of my time, I need to go clothes shopping, I have my laptop, and there is no vacation trip this year... that's what. I also saw Harry Potter 5, have a massive headache, am teaching Vacation Bible School and have the songs stuck in my head, working 5 days a week and hangin with my siamese twin, Alex Livingston, tomorrow. There have been good things this summer and bad things.. Good things: I got a puppy, a laptop, and closer with some good friends. Bad things: headaches, fatigue, and more distanced with other good friends. Man, it's true. College changes everything. I mean, this summer was the first time I was actually scared. And not the good scared, the I know I'm gonna be scared cause it's a dumb movie scare, but the panicky I"m lost scared. For the first time in my life, I didn't know what was going to happen next in my life. I did psychic stuff, u know, tarot reading, foreseeing, etc. and they all just said the same things: that I should prepare for good and bad. Well, that's a load of help.. not! I'm always preparing for something, but at the beginning I surprisingly didn't know what to prepare for. Sumer has mostly been a time of thought for me. well, I think that's about it... laterz
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| Ok, so summer's here and big changes have been goin down!
-We got a puppy! She's a puggle (cross between a pug and a beagle) and her name is Missy!
-I got a palm pilot! It's very useful for remembering dates and times
-I'm getting a laptop! For college, it's going to be sweet!
-We're getting a new printer! Dell sucks and we need a new one that'll work with our HP desktop.
-No Summer School! I've graduated MWHS so I don't need anymore credits and thus, no more summer school!
-I'm working. Still part time, no change in times really, but it's new. It's nice to be able to go from extreme heat, to air conditioning, to normal heat.
-I'm going to college in the fall! And thanking the heavens every time I get in an argument with my mother.
Well, that's about it, so I'll ttyl. More insightful to come, I think...
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